of anesthetic that I took
or the hills climbing
that are sexed and bulbous
or the hallowed shacks of music
where I shook my bones
and ascended in a pale light
only the solitary benches
oozing wax at dusk
and pools of engine water
where I make my way
only the crumpled longing
salvaged by the blood
that goes in flame above
and the water of speech that stays
quiet on the tongue.