Sunday, August 09, 2026

ALPHA

Alpha, our little feather footed
bantam rooster, is the only one
in the hen pen.
Most of the old hens
are four times his size.

He lives to defend and fight.
When I bring a saucepan full
of chicken feed
he attacks in a red blaze.

I dump the food quick
for the hens, turn the rear of the pan
towards him as a shield: he bounces
off the thing like a dragonfly
or a hummingbird,
but when I close the pen
and look at the pan
his beak has left a scar
on the copper bottom.

This morning, Alpha's head and tail
were mangled, he was blind and covered
in blood, but still he stood.
His crow was silent: he had fought something
bigger and stronger than himself,
in the night.  The oblivious hens
strut back and forth, nobody
else was touched.

Now we keep him
alone in the smaller chick hatch coop,
with some fresh grubs and feed
and torn figs.  We wash his injuries in a pool
and leave him with fresh water.

Chickens don't like to move
in the dark, and he is blind.
His tongue is swollen in his mouth
from the wounds of his battle,
but his tough little feet
are strong and sure,
gripping the edge of his dish.

His pride is quieter than his crow
but his pride is not broken.

Friday, August 07, 2026

EXPLICIT LUCIDITY

You were programmed for death,
not for transcendent grandeur.
The dreams of your forefathers
were linked to an encompassing cancer:
and only the cancer has grown.

Their descendants dream of renewal,
but they are not willing
to die to themselves.
Thus their dreams are futile:
they dream of rebirth
from outside themselves,
and allow their souls to become helpless,
assigned to imprisoned flesh,
just barely kept alive
for the annihilating hive
in its escape from reality.

And where does their escape lead?
To darkness, to the void, to withering
depravity: all the torments
they threaten to inflict on solitude,
and they suffer them all
in an oblivious mass,
unable to withstand
what they've become.

Wednesday, August 05, 2026

UGLY AMERICA

Your women are not beautiful to me.
Your streets of filth lead nowhere at all.
Your money is nothing: you have
nothing to offer.

You bet everything on a disgusting
social illusion: now you have
no reality left.  Everyone sane
has deserted you by following
a higher spirit from within.

Your beauties talk nonsense
until they turn everything stale
including themselves.
They eat drugs from shiny vials
and fall down in sleepy rows.

Then you wonder why they're ugly.
They were never beautiful enough
for you anyway.

Everyone must be sliced into pieces
and put back together in a shape
that your dullness can deal with.

Monday, August 03, 2026

YELLOW JASPER

Yellow jasper stone,
I found you in a pile of likeness.

I picked you for the indent
you gave my thumb.

Your quiet caramel light
will not go out.

Coins disappear around you
like dying stars announced.

My palm needs your rough edge
and your smooth pocket.

We both come from a natural rocket
in the swift alchemical slums of space.

I put you on my belly and wait
for you to melt into me.

I dream without my mouth
of your river taste,
of your imperturbable place.

And slowly you bring
sweat to my tongue.

Sunday, August 02, 2026

My body's been absorbing bug fragments,
lumps of alcoholic psychosis,
ghosts of dead friends,
diseases of queens that I'm
honored to have as one of the last
fallen princes of the sexual revolution,
thank you ladies, spirit's
growing finally to tow
this physical fragment along...

I used to think of Allen Ginsberg,
now I think of Gary Snyder,
maybe I should study those
notebooks on nature.

But the two in one
could be this creature.
It needn't be either/or,
and Ginsberg assents.
We're all getting fucked
in our tents.

Friday, July 31, 2026

I see a duck chasing a butterfly.
I see many lessons in the grass.

The butterfly bounces
off the duck's round beak
and escapes.  She is dark,
beautifully dark as the duck is blonde,
with a bright check mark
on each wing.

The duck is briefly disappointed,
but she pecks at the earth
to find something new.

The butterfly finds the upper tier
of a fig tree's branches.
She does not brag, she does not
need to brag.

Wednesday, July 29, 2026

The birds beneath the bridge become
a whirlpool in a concrete well.
The sun is torn by vines
that never stop growing.

The machine sky is cracked
by fire and water.  Numbers drip
from a frenzied calculator.
The pressure of swollen galaxies
up against solidifying darkness.

Cemeteries celebrate outside
the shops and silent stadiums.
The forests growl and rumble
drinking rivers into rooted depths.

Torn cloth of the infinite
give up your dressing gown
spirit braids between worlds.