Wednesday, April 02, 2025

Fierce letters printed on wilting skin,
a glaze of blood to polish timber
and take down the skies,
hands clasped on the disc
of an airport dining table,
zones of ordered paint
rushing sentient space,
I can't talk, I must stare
into the voidless yawn that crackles,
I must know its unforced embrace
where the parched ground heals
and wounds with wetness,

bridges cross the chasm's
multicolored light,
my delicious torment redeems
the tragedy of my elders,
I see wings in shit, the corpus
emblazoned with frauds
that have become genetic,
the stones go quiet
in their slow decay,

the water wades into me,
I am a sea invaded
by this unwelcome body,

the eye is all, the poles of vision
are making shapes from a hell
of elaborate echoes,

the sun cools on waning rye

my wallet is a folded leaf
that holds a supernatural seal,
the gash of a gone root waits
my feet are numb to finding
the sleep of mercy ends in ecstatic birth.

Tuesday, April 01, 2025

QUIXOTIC

All my life I'll just be a fool.
I'll fuck it up, probably on purpose.
Murders will happen because of me
but I'll never be there.  This
is the paranoid eye that searches
only for a certain frog.
This is our earthly home,
that leaks and screams.
I am absent from the rituals
of birth and death, my attention
is elsewhere.  The obsessive
carving of reality must take place.
The gift I don't deserve
must be shredded into
shimmering fragments.

Man must survive on the salt
of dead ideas.  This skin
is a kind of armor I put on,
and it doesn't work.
This cactus tongue
is milky as a neon pen.
The frame falls off
from the jagged landscape.

I am aligned with the dying god,
with the ones of this world.
There is no other seeking.
Luminescent curlicues unfurl
on a cold horizon.
They are not straight, they tremble
like frozen lashes.
The way the blankets heave,
the dome of space has opened up,
a voice without language is calling,
calling.