Friday, November 06, 2009

On a path where rails were once torn up
we attacked each other with kisses
and pledged to lit streams of jet exhaust
never to abandon each other in the eye
of any storm. The grey rocks ran
with black water. Moss opened itself
to sponge the mouth, the trunks
whirled under all the blankets
of our seperate, similar memories.

Kids who jumped from sixty feet
to hit the water with their arches
sailed past insulting security guards
and we spidered under
a dim rugged ledge
to save each other from shivering.

Black moon arrived, but resembled
so closely the violet sun
that our bloodshot veined eyes
reached at the telephone trees
and the telephone branches.

Moths alit on lichens
where the water stopped
and sunlight dried
the landscape to match their wings.
We sang underneath all this;
we sang like a cave
with two deep mouths.

Thursday, November 05, 2009

a frog belly landed
wet with urine
in my only hand

I felt on the edge
of a black hole
about to become destroyed information

I don't know why that afternoon
the frog's life was my own
held at an arm's length and growing closer
all other arms melted by throat-bubble
frog-voice, subtly desperate

my body breaking to bring the belly
towards throat, feeling stomach churning
in little body, now in awful sunlight I remember

Wednesday, November 04, 2009

the winter is too powerful
turning leaves into destroyed tears

through the window you look upon
the suffering of your horrible
fellowcreatures

the lake breaks itself
in what a relief
in what a horrible breaking

loose, turning the silver screws,
pledging each other
to eternal distress on party porches

an animal becomes lion-like
in these awful jungletimes, hurt
by the first dagger, strung up

by the last robber who would dare
disrupt the propriety of the pink
totally digital temple,

several hundred navel
eruptions.

Tuesday, November 03, 2009

I have a snail on the tip of each finger
as I duck below the window
on the public library's 2nd floor.
Poisonous blue light pours over the sill
and I blink beneath it, under my increasing hat.

My fingertips grow numb, the snails start to move
toward the first knuckles, the windowsill melts,
I hide in the trashcan. I shiver and the shells
make music on the garbage-streaked walls.

Then a noise at the lid, and an alien
creature smiling: the smile the most alien
part of her, her eyeglasses built into her skin,
I offer her the snails and she gobbles them up
with bittersweet little sounds,
then I produce a thin goblet of red wine

made from the poison light distilled into
this small communication, turned purple.

Monday, November 02, 2009

You took off your arms
and placed them on the table in front of me
you gave me a questioning look
with two glass eyes

you took off the wallpaper
and showed me the bugs crawling underneath
I watched helplessly
blinking my eyes in the rain of bright dust
from a frosted chandelier

I waited in the doorway watching myself
sitting in a chair by the table
looking hopefully at your stumps hoping
that another pair of arms was forthcoming

every bulb on the chandelier burst
like something worse than an accident

your glass eyes started to become wet
I hid under the table trying to open a violin case
my hands failing on the rusty clasp

You took off your glasses and sat
lightly in my heavy chair, I placed
my head in your lap, relieved to be back in the future

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I turned over in a bright
pink bed
the world did not
turn over anywhere

I robbed my sleep
the world did not sleep
or rob
but from itself
as if asleep

I moved a log
saw salamanders
I moved
the world did not move
I saw
little orange adorables moving
toward an awful hand
I hesitated to claim it as my own
the little orange bodies claimed
nothing
I followed
my hand remained aboveground
the rest joined
soft orange skin clamoring over
all our meek skeletons

Sunday, October 25, 2009

"Political language", George Orwell famously observed, "is designed to make lies sound truthful and murder respectable, and to give an appearance of solidity to pure wind." In a culture as obsessed with politics as ours, this deathly language is often the only one being spoken. Missing in action are the stronger languages of poetry, of revolt, of prophetic ecstasy, of genuine outrage. Observe that the pundits who make millions by expressing something like outrage never seriously question the political system under which we live; they only cast rhetorical pebbles at certain of its public faces, when a boulder is needed.

The two parties often have more in common with each other than the general populace has with either of them (observe Congress' consistently dismal approval ratings). Neither party will seriously address the "war on drugs" (really just a war on any drug that the FDA has not approved), or the fact that America has far more people in jail than any other country on this planet, or the real consequences of America's massive, unsustainable military presence throughout the world, or the dangers of overpopulation on a planet more and more poisoned by human activities (not that we really want a government like ours to address these things; but that's part of my point). Yet they put on quite a show of jousting with each other, and the media reports on their every melodramatic outrage like announcers at a pro wrestling event, feigning astonishment at their utterly predictable and picayune antics, while the serious issues are obfuscated by all the clamor.

As the great art critic Robert Hughes pointed out in his 'Culture of Complaint: The Fraying of America', a brilliant and still-relevant cultural critique penned in 1993: "Polarization is addictive. It is the crack of politics--a short intense rush that the system craves again and again, until it begins to collapse. The exacerbated division between "right" and "left" in American politics comes from reality loss. It no longer fits the way that most voters respond to politics or envisage their own needs." His words still ring true today, yet the average voter remains firmly within the two-party system, lamenting that there's nothing else that can be done, that one must "work within the system" no matter how weary one is of that system.

The 10th Amendment to our Contitution, which states, "The powers not delegated to the United States by the Constitution, nor prohibited by it to the States, are reserved to the States respectively, or to the people", has been totally forgotten, and part of the reason for the national obsession with the presidency is that the president is the public face of a power-drunk bureaucracy that refuses to reasonably limit its involvement in our lives. Since government vastly expands under presidents and legislative majorities of both parties, the average concerned citizen, unable to imagine a world less dominated by the charade of two-party politics, only disputes the details and the nature of that involvement, rather than going to the heart of the matter and asking what moral right the federal government has to so dominate our daily thoughts. And he does this partly because he is still speaking their language, the language of politics.

There are times when a system of governance is so decadent, so corrupt, so distracting, and so forceful in its inertia that the best way for the average citizen to contribute to its demise, and to its replacement with something more reasonable, is simply to repudiate its entire mode of discourse, rather than merely attacking its policies or its politicians. A culture whose media is dominated by political intrigues, with no room for the arts, philosophy or just plain good fun, is not much of a culture at all.

American politics will not be satisfactorily altered by more politics; it needs to be confronted by a stronger force. In order to accomplish this, the artists and thinkers of our time have a lot of work to do; they must be willing to dream big again. One way to do this is to re-claim the heritage of great literature--the tone of Whitman, Robinson Jeffers, or, for that matter, Allen Ginsberg, is stronger than that of any statesman--and to speak in a language that will last beyond the politically correct, or patriotically correct, tones of our day. Those who have the talent to do so must try their damnedest to become bold, public faces, immune to the commercially popular "ironic" tone of our meek, timid little countercultures. If they cannot accomplish this, we will continue to live in a country whose public life and public language is dominated, without competition, by a senseless drone, the elevator music of a corporate poet with a teleprompter for his instrument.