my bones are a chicken's death
I see the possums climbing trees
before and after flying fences
and bouncing trash cans
their eyes are beady and unperturbed
and mine should be too.
Talent is a way to spend time
not some transcendent insight
no epiphany will save you
you have to eat shit and die
like everyone else.
Shapes come out of the dark with radiant form
veins drawn to the height of electric wires
I see hellfire crawling over me like meat
I see the roads dragged by painted corpses
I see rancid thugs digging
with diamond studded shovels
and the tents of steel with proud windows
framing holographic kings
the howling deception of history.
I am a bent hysteric
tapping a twig in my blood
to mark a blank sail
with the harm that stars and soil
have done to me
these trails of healing loneliness
that lead to everything true.